In a ditch or rut, probably a drainage ditch, it's a bit damp in here, so I guess it is.

Someone, send Lassie with food, water and could someone track down my sense of artistic direction? I seem to have misplaced it...

Again.

I need a job, but I think I'm too scared to go get one, people are evil and to be honest, it's been so long that I'd only be able to get something in retail or *shudder* Fast food... I think it would break me, being around all those people, always in a rush.

I'm a hopeless failure when it comes to the "real life".

I guess it's my own fault really, mixed with the experiences of he past that haunt me when I think about getting back on track. I was told that "my services were no-longer required" at my first job when I was in school, a nice way of saying I was fired. I'll admit, I wasn't the best employee, I did try.

My main problem is that people do not tell me I'm doing something wrong until much later, after I've been doing the same thing for a long time and I don't even realise it. I do wish people would help to correct my mistakes when I don't realise I'm making them.

TL;DR: I suck at Life and I need a job, although I'm terrified at the prospect.

Yours Pathetically ,
   Trapiki.

Ps: I'm not being morose, just stating facts about myself and copping out of writing a proper journal entry.